Friday, January 20, 2012

In the Water

I submerge myself and the heat makes me uncomfortable, but I take some deep breaths and wait for my body to acclimate. I don't have to do this, but I need it. The adjustment is worth it, and the shock of submersion slips away as I sink down, as far as I can go.

The weightlessness takes the pressure off as I swish and sway in the freedom of it. I look down at my protruding belly and my body looks different somehow. I know it is the same, but my perspective has changed since I entered the water. I feel... sacred. My hands reach down to embrace this miracle encased in my own imperfection.

The worries and burdens of life flow up, sometimes uttered, sometimes wept, sometimes just as passing thoughts as I stare at the dancing flames of the candles. And I know that this is holy ground. This is His water, embracing me, filling me up, because I let it.